old draft finally posted

So to day was such a long day today. It all started Thursday morning waking up with horrible dream of everything going wrong with my show i could worry about. The i had to go to class which was pretty good didn't have to think about my worries about getting everything together. But i realized tonight how much i love bar tenting because for the first hour i was really worried about my mattes and hopping that when i would go pick them up tomorrow they would be ready because i over worry about everything. But once people started sitting at the bar they started talking i finally stopped worrying about all the things that could go wrong this weekend when i was going to finish framing my picture for the show. I just realized that i was glad to work tonight even thought i almost called out so i could worry more about the things that haven't happened yet this weekend and have no control over.